Last night I took a walk in the snow,
Couples holdin hands, places to go,
Seems like everyone but me is in love
Santa can you hear me?
I signed my letter that I sealed with kiss,
I sent it off, it just said this:
I know exactly what I want this year
Santa can you hear me?
by britney spears! it's pretty addictive i must say. (:

anyway, woke up with a gloomy start this christmas eve. admist sleepiness, i was informed that family(mother's side) dinner with grandfather was postponed from lunch to dinner on the 25th. was kinda grouchy for awhile cus it twarted all my plans. ): felt the day was kinda monotonous cus there was nothing exciting or interesting to look forward to. went for the church annual christmas party at night, and uh. i kinda feel its more of a.. tradition more than the passion. i mean, i do know the true meaning of Christmas. and the nativity renactment, the songs, it's pretty much the same every year. hmm, random. but there were two pretty little girls in front of me. which sadly, kept looking at my mum and smiling at her instead of me! hrrrrrmph.

so came home after the church thingy. felt kinda weird.. cus last year that time i was out carolling! it was so much fun! the singing, the food eating, the bus rides to the next house, the funny people. but i heard this year there wasnt carolling, so oh well.

on impulse, i took a bus down to town! to meet wy and des. OMG! it was freakingly crowded. strawberry chocolate nutella JAM! i had to alight a distance from where i intended to stop and Walk cus it'd be so much faster. but, the shutter from orchard mrt station to wistma was closed! and escalators were randomly operating. ahh, plus the pushings and shovings of so many people. had to find a way to meet them and i felt that i was playing a strategy game! ahh, found my way out. in the end, had to find my way back in to meet them again! ahh, seriously, everyone was so closely packed and spraying those white foamy stuff, yet they all seemed so jolly! wah lao, like kena molested!

so finally met wy des and wy's exclassmates! made our way to have cartel cake. Yummmmmy! anw, as des said, wy's friends are WY x 3 !! omg. q funny. (: thennn, andrew came! thennn don came! thenn, ian came! (you see, i'm getting lazy to type details.) thennn, the cat high people came. erm, cedric and haoming. we sat ard millenia walk, in those Chained chairs! so we talked talked talked for awhile, before deciding that we were too tired and thus made our way to hail a cab. i think 413524624 taxis stopped in fronta us but none wanted to fetch 5 people! hrrrmph. but Finallyy. this uncle came and erm, arranged for extra $2. alrighttt lahh. so we went to his (nooo, nt the taxidriver's!) hse and stayedover. 3 hrs of sleep cus wy&i had church. Ahh. woke up bright and early but it was... raining damn heavily. so gave church a miss. ): had prata breakfast once again, this time with ian! so everyone was sleepy weepy except me and wy. aha! i actually felt kinda cheery and awake. (:

okay, so now i'm back home. its pretty early and i actually feel kinda weird that i'm nt in church at this time. oh well. i'm surprised i still feel so Energetic!! and Cheery!! :D :D :D dorcas is coming over now, Yay! kinda happy cus i'm meeting so many lovely people on Christmas Day! (: theres family dinner later on and meeting the Usuals again for christmas dinner&stayover. whee! (: (:

theres still a few people i'd really love to meet!
-the peanuts! (: swei's back, so shi! hc! lets go out! (:
-my lover boy who just came back from michigan! ahhh. (:
-the "perpetually unhappy" girl. it's been some time. hmm.
-my aic. (: miss her alot.
-the og15 people again. (:
-the c3 people once more (:

oh ya, kinda liked this particular song i saw on aaron's blog.

The Ataris
"Looking Back On Today"

30th of April, seems like yesterday.
We bought a house above the ocean
Where our kids could laugh and play.
I called you from Paris
To tell you that I wrote our names on the observation deck
Of the Eiffel Tower.

Remember those nights,
Playing "Summer wind" on the juke box of the bar we used to go.
We laughed in the bathroom and you walked me to my house,
I tried to convince you not to go home.

If only i had more time, I'd take you where you wanted to go.
Italy isn't the same without you here.
If only I had one wish,
I'd want a million trillion lifetimes
That I could spend with you...
Fall in love with you again and again.

1st of November, 1998.
I was thinking of what to say when I could call.
Denise come over to my house, cuz you're the one for me.
We'll drink cheap wine and watch more shooting stars.

Remember our first apartment?
Our couch was never big enough for two.
Still, we'd fall asleep in eachother's arms and wake up on the floor.
Now looking back it was made for me and you.

If only I had more time, I'd take you where you wanted to go.
Japan is really nice this time of year.
If only I had one wish, I'd want a million trillion lifetimes
That I could spend with you...
Fall in love with you again and again.

If only I had more time...
England isn't the same without you here
If only I had one wish, I'd want a million trillion lifetimes
That I could spend with you...
Fall in love with you again and again.

okay, isnt that sweet?

have a jolly merry christmas, everyone. (: